Day 18: 30 Day Meditation

Today, as I sat, words came to me (I guess I am thinking of them as a poem). I'll try to remember them here.

I am love,
I am light,
I am sorrow,
I am hope.
I am all of these things and more.
I am one with god.

I am body,
I am space,
I am nothing,
I am everything.
I am all of these things and more.
I am one with god.

I am thought,
I am breath,
I am sensation,
I am sound.
I am all of these things and more.
I am one with god.

Wow - being raised to not believe in god, being raised to believe that christians and christianity are bad is making me feel sick to my stomach to even type these words on the screen. I can't believe I wrote the words, "I am one with god." I feel hot and nervous - obviously some work for me here.